my birthday :-D

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Today was my birthday. I went to celebrate it at the Cheesecake factory in downtown San Diego. As a birthday gift, my dad got me AirPods 4. I feel like a caveman being given modern technology. The noise canceling is nice. The cake was nice. But at the end of all the noise, I am still me. I have been getting more and more violent fantasies, and I don't know why. I do not intend to act on such fantasies, yet I always get lost in them with fascination, how it would make me feel, how the general population would react, and it energizes my into running around for some reason. I do not know why it happens randomly, or why I'm hyperactive. I feel as if this is apart of the list of things that make me not "normal". I don't know if regular people get these but dont think twice or anymore about it. Probably not. I'm tired.

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"It's not a diary"

>first five sentences are about his day

motherfucker, does that not go against WHAT YOU JUST FUCKING SAID IT WASN'T?????????????????